The End's Heart

Beberapa waktu yang lalu, saya mengkaji sebuah kitab yang judulnya "Pilar-Pilar Pengokoh Nafsiyyah Islamiyyah". Di kitab itu ada bab tentang sabar. Saya masih ingat potongan hadis Rasulullah saw. bahwa beliau bersabda, "Sabar itu letaknya di awal, bukan di akhir". Waktu itu ceritanya ada seorang wanita yang menangis di pusara orang yang dikasihinya dengan tangisan tersedu-sedu dan terkesan tidak rela akan kepergiannya.
Mungkin, diantara kita juga ada yang pernah ditinggal oleh orang yang dikasihinya, termasuk juga saya. Tapi, mau bagaimana lagi, segala yang berawal pasti akan berakhir kecuali Allah azza wa jalla. Begitu juga dengan kebersamaan kami. Sudah setahun ini saya tinggal bersama teman-teman seperjuangan di kontrakan Fastabiqul Khairaat. Sudah banyak hal yang kami lewati. Suka-duka, semuanya. Namun, beberapa saat lagi kami akan berpisah. Lagu ini akhirnya jadi Official Anthem di FK. Mbak To, I'll gonna miss u *dikit-dikit nyanyi* So Soon.

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around (x2)
But I'm so grateful for every moment I spent with you
'Cause I know life won't last forever

Chorus:
You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on 'cause I know it's been too long
I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I'll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I'm so thankful for every memory I shared with you
'Cause I know this life is not forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on 'cause I know it's been too long
I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I'll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn't help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we'll return, ooh


You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on 'cause I know it's been too long
I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I'll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

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PS : Percayalah, selama mabda' itu masih ada di benak kita, kita tidak akan pernah berpisah. Uhibbukum fillah, FK-ers 2011-2012.